Dear Gabi, How Do You Handle the Pressure?

Dear Gabi, I have been under great stress at work. I still have a job but I feel trapped I can't be me. You are free and have the support of your wife. I don't know what to do any more, I can't come out at work or I'll be fired for being TG, I'm thinking of seeing a therapist but have a strong fear that if I use company med. insurance it may get back to the new owners of the company and I'll be fired.